Sermon writting

These are from the night the other night. Me in my room and team Hott...

I am in the middle of looking at stuff for my sermon on the mother heart of God. I cannot find anything and i am getting to the point where i want to scratch my eyes out of my face and everything is making me want to cry. My friend was sitting here and then his ride to go downtown was going so he just like got up and left and i was like wanting to cry and its pathetic really. Im a grossy. I am hungry. Lunch was lamb. I feel like i need to go and pray about this sermon cause i really think that that is the only way i am going to learn anything. Its just annoying. I feel bad. I don;t know what to do. My hair is straight. At least that is nice. Ugh. I better go.