Sermon writting

These are from the night the other night. Me in my room and team Hott...

I am in the middle of looking at stuff for my sermon on the mother heart of God. I cannot find anything and i am getting to the point where i want to scratch my eyes out of my face and everything is making me want to cry. My friend was sitting here and then his ride to go downtown was going so he just like got up and left and i was like wanting to cry and its pathetic really. Im a grossy. I am hungry. Lunch was lamb. I feel like i need to go and pray about this sermon cause i really think that that is the only way i am going to learn anything. Its just annoying. I feel bad. I don;t know what to do. My hair is straight. At least that is nice. Ugh. I better go.

Award Night!!

so last night was very fun. We had a little award show. I presented best accent and my dear friend Swede was the winner. Then i won the most unique personality one. I was very excited. It was very fun. Me and Soup presented the award together and we did it like we were reading. It was so funny. Maybe more to me then to anyone else haha. But i liked it.

Everyone got all dressed up and looked so nice. For real. Then we watched the movie that the boys made. It was so funny. I am in it! so iam going to get it, plus it is so funny. How couuld i ever forget anyone in this school? They are all really funny.

I have so much more to say but i really do not feel like writting it. I got my contacts in the mail today so i will wear them to the service tonight so i can start to get used to them again!! I better go get ready.

pictures and the prophetic

I got the pictures from my friends wedding in the mail today. It was so wonderful to see her. She is the most wonderful girl and i just miss her so very much. more then i even know i think sometimes.

So this week at school of ministry we are learning all about prophetic evangelism. It is pretty cool. I get so nervous about that kind of thing but like yeah. im feeling good. Actually i got a word from the lord today that was like yeah this is your week. It is going to be your week to shine and that kinda thing and i was like thank you Lord i take that from you! so that is pretty exciting. There are a bunch of girls here and one is from Lukes school and he was really good friends with her so i am like okay God, just let me not worry and really im not that much so its good. I messed up the size of the words on here.. GREAT. sorry.

I have gotten a new sermon topic which is on the Mother Heart. It should be good. I really liked my last one. I grew to like it really cause at first i was like GOD WHY! but then it was all so clear why so that is great!! God is good, all the time. He put a song of praise in this heart of mine. haha thats a song.

Tomorow night is the big social. I am up for an award and i am also a presenter. I don;t know if i won the award i am up for but its cool. I am wearing something really nice so for that i am excited . Anyways that is all!!

Book reports and painting

Today was a little outreach prep. As the social person, well one of them, I will not get into anything about the other one because i am working on that with the Lord. So to get everyone into the Christmas spirit we all picked names for a secret santa. I am very excited, I got a good name and will have a hard time keeping it a secret. I am not good with secrets at all so i am sure i will tell someone by tomorow. Well i have writtin it in my journal, and God knows who it is, but i mean besides them..you know.

So yeah i am writting a new sermon on the Mother's heart of God. Should be pretty interesting. I was really uptight about the last serrmon but it turned out really well so i was pretty happy. I have a book report that is comming up and i have to read like all the book excpet for one chapter, but i really don;t want to read it. I want to paint.

I went downtown and got some canvases and they are like staring at me...what would you do in a situation like that??

This week

so it is weekend here at the school of ministry. ALL my good friends are gone. Jessica and Hannah both went home and Fawn is on mini outreach. I might die. no no i joke. i am actually really excited cause i am going to hang out with Sarah from my outreach team. she is very fun. pretty much took me under her wing. I really like her a lot. We are gonna paint and then go downtown so i have to scrounge up 2.75 for the bus. I have a very lot of change so i should be able to do it. plus people love me here. haha.

So the big excitement here is the awards thing on Wednesday night. I am presenting with soup. That will be fun. IT will be a very fun night. I am excited. I will get all dressed up and i can take a million pictures with my new digital camera!! Lucky. I meann no...blessed!! haha.

This morning is brunch. I am very excited. Today i am going to go downtown and paint. Well paint here and downtown tomorrow..

Well i have nothing else really exciting to say. oh i was in glory school all week. It was really cool. on the one day we went to the third heaven. that was really cool. I had like a little vision kinda thing. it wasn't like spectacular or anything, but it was really cool. It was cool. I really learned a lot and stuff. I got a lot out of it and i am really happy. So yeah. This week has been good. I enjoyed it. Anyways i am going to go get me some baccon and little potatoes. Yummy!!.

Mini Outreach Part One

I had mini outreach this weekend. It was really really really fun. I really love all the people on my team.I was so like oh sweet lord in heaven i don't know how i can deal with this kinda thing, and now its like AWESOMe you know?

That is my team. they are so lovely. I donno, we are going to all be really good friends and things like that. I just love them. I had a great weekend. I will probably get into that later just cause i really don;t feel like writting it all right now. anyways yeah. That is all. More to come.

Social.

So today we had our first social with my outreach team. It was pretty good. I ate some food. Did some talking. It was fun. I liked it. I donno i am nervous sometimes about my team. Just like i only know a few people on it and like they know a lot of the other people. I donno it will be okay. I probably will make it. No i will make it. Everything will be coool. So yeah. Today was good. we are going to peterbourgh for mini outreach. I am so happy cause that means we get to go somewhere instead of just staying in toronto.I was really happy. We are doing a lot of prophetic and i am really excited. Like i really feel like God is just like Karlye this is going to be so awesome for you. and i know it will be. this is an area that i really wanted to be streached in so its good.

Anyways thats all. I will be sitting in my room all night rewritting my sermon. FUN!

random.

So. I found out the other day that a boy i went to high school with was killed in a car accident on Saturday night. His name was Chris. He was a good kid. I had a crap load of classes with him and stuff so its kinda like what the crap now you know? I don;t even think it has hit me..Its just weird.

I am singing this morning in worship. I sang in the shower this morning and i sounded like raspy so i am hoping that that is okay by the time we start. Should be..Its just morning voice that is all. Anyways i really don;t have that much to say. I had cheese cake last night. Me and Jess made a new friend from the church. he is pretty cool. Like a little brother to me really. I miss mine so now i can just pretend. Anyways i don;t really have much else..

oh yeah. We have mini outreach this weekend and i still have no idea where we are going. I hope not central. How boring! I wanna go someplace cool. Anyways thats all.

Digital Camera!!

Sooo the good old government sent me 60 dollars in the mail because i am low income and they wanted to help me pay for hydro!. so I was excited. you know? and then my mom called me and thye got me a camera!! they are gonna keep the 60 and give me the camera. I am soo happy! i wanted one so bad! It will be so much fun. Like there is a million things that i wanted to take pictures of, and now i can!! I am going to have it in tulsa too! that is great.

Tonight hannah and fawn are taking me and jessica out. It is going to be soo fun. me and Jessica don;t know where we are going so its kinda like an adventure you know? i have a friend and he always says you know now. Its really funny cause he didn't like it when i used to do it. anyways i am in a really good mood. I have like this new revelation that God doesn;t want us to be sulky all the time you know? I mean obviously crap happens sometimes and we all have issues that are comming up all the time, but like when we give them to him he takes them right away. We don;t have to keep crying about it and bringing them up! That is really cool you know. So i am in a place where i was like here you go God and now am just enjoying being happy and loving Him so much!! Its really wonderful. I am just soo in love with him!!

Hyper - Hypo

So I had some crap to deal with today and then i did and then i got really hyper! haha. I was sitting in the hall with my gutair and then my small group leader and another small group leader came over and i was like hey man and i talked to them about the stuff i was dealing with and what i did about the stuff and fawn was like oh Karlye i am soo proud of you! It was really cool. and then two of my friends came over and then we all went to the lounge and i wass like wired from Candy...and i went crazy. I will tell more tomorow cause the internet is going to shut off! oh no!

See ya!